Ego Dialogues

Mirjana wrote:

5. Things Most People Don't Know About Me
1. My family is my Alfa and Omega
2. Caffe Latte is my first morning friend
3. I need to have some time alone daily in order to have inner balance
4. I love dancing, but I don't do it
5. I can not work if the mass is around me

Mirjana

John wrote:

1. I was published in a national computing magazine while I was in high school.
2. My favorite food is candied orange slices.
3. I've walked on the frozen Artic Ocean.
4. I've got ideas for multiple books in my head.
5. I love my job but would rather be doing something very different.

Lara wrote:

1) I listen to music at least once per day and sing loud to it.
2) I don't enjoy school.(at least not the learning part)
3) Every once in a while I talk to myself in the mirror to keep my selfconfidence high.
4) I don't like chaos in my room.
5) My best friend I found just not so long ago.

Alek wrote:

1-After my 62nd birthday I discovered I am brushing too much my teeth (2-3 minutes twice a day).
2-I don't drink enough water/liquids, like drinking coffee most probably because of my masochism.
3-I'd like to build my new house in the forest, outside the town's frontiers.
4-I am aware we live in the world of false moral where the first and the only law is the law of mightier. Anything else is bullshitting.
5-I am still living under control of the collective unconscious I have been raised under in spite of my efforts to ascend to some other, higher meme.

Mimi wrote:

1. I'm totally self sufficient and being aware of that fact sometimes makes me feel lonely
2. I love the smell of the air and the earth after a tropical rain (where I lived when i was a child)
3. I believe everyone has there own story and try not to judge
4. One day I asked myself what I would do if tomorrow was the end of the world and no answer came
5. I can't help being optimistic even if I've fallen from quite high many times.

Jack wrote:

1. I've always wanted to have sex with a pre-operative male-to-female transexual.
2. I'm not as conservative as some people think I am.
3. I don't think the Illuminati exists, but if it did I'd join it if I could.
4. I was almost killed by an older boy when I was three. No one believed me.
5. I wish sometimes my ex-wife would have a tragic accident, so that I could see my son again.

Anja wrote:

1. I am not ready to give up my eating disorder
2. I secretly look up ways to lose weight on-line, even though I already know every calorie in any item of food, and am part of a community where they are supportive of my anorexia
3. I cut when I have inadvertently hurt someone
4. I wouldn't give up my life for anything
5. I hate my life more than most would imagine

WSC wrote:

1. I'm the heir to the throne of Scotland.
2. I quit smoking six years ago and still want a ciggie.
3. Marriage does not scare me, neither does an open flame, I just don't want to be near it.
4. I've found that reality is for those who cannot handle drugs.
5. Irrationality of the masses is directly proportional to the number of the masses.

whoope wrote:

1. I like to dance wildly at home.
2. I cry to sleep most nights.
3. I like to smell things. (Anything)
4. I scared of dying but i dont want to be alive.
5. I wish I had someone else's life.

Trish wrote:

1. I hate it when people sneeze, and this does include me.
2. I never feel rested unless I have slept an accumlated twelve to fourteen hours daily.
3. I am scared to death of whales. I get chills even in seeing pictures or them.
4. My hair has been twelve different shades of color, ranging from turquoise and green to black and honey brown.
5. I have a fear of vessicular rocks, yet I want to minor in geology.

SHAR52870 wrote:

1.) I'm still grieving over my marriage ending...almost 10 years ago
2.) Not a night goes by with out thinking about my regrets.
3.) I'm not really the 'happy-go lucky' person I pretend to be.
4.) I'm desperate for love, though I pretend that I'm 'OK' being single.
5.) I'm hanging on by a thread.

erdem wrote:

i m alone
i m bored of being alone
i don't want to be alone
i want somebody with me who was alone
i don't want to live alone

jane wrote:

I think i am meant for higher things.
I worry about everything
I need to look in the mirror and pose before i leave the house just to feel normal
I am alone
i want to marry my best friend

trisha wrote:

1. I won money roping steers in rodeos
2. When I was a little girl I used to drink cough syrup with codeine in it to get a buzz.
3. I wish I was a professional baseball player.
4. I hated my parents until I found out their histories.
5. I wish I could throw up after eating too much.

Aimee wrote:

1.If I could marry my cat I would!
2.sometimes I'm lonely...but I do enjoy my own company.
3.When I start SOME things I will not stop until I'm done. Other times I will not even start what I SHOULD BE doing because I know that I will not be able to give it my full attention until it's done right.
4.I have NEVER walked to town. It's less than 1 km away.
5.I fall asleep to King of the Hill almost every night.

Kelamekeia wrote:

I never cease to be amazed.
Nothing surprises me.
I always cry while watching movies.
I am not in control, but can adapt to anything.
My love is unconditional.

Arby wrote:

1. I hold my breath when I walk by scruffy looking people because I dont want their germs
2. I wouldnt be able to stand living away from a city.
3. I am deathly afraid of any sort of group of tiny holes.
4. I still watch kids cartoons.
5. I am becoming more and more paranoid about the government as days go by.

Gabe wrote:

1. I'm trying to admit to myself that I'm bi.
2. I wish I looked like that guy.
3. I want my friend to notice I like her.
4. I need a place to be perverted every once in a while.
5. The Nutcracker makes me flinch. I was in it, and now the music sounds awful to me, after hearing it upwards of 200 times in a period of 2 months.

Mauricio Franco wrote:

1. I've appearde in the news at lest 5 times (I'm still in highschool)
2. I'd like to have Anatidaephobia - fear that somewhere, somehow, a duck is watching you
3. I didn't learn to tie my shoes 'till 6th grade
4.Drawing has become compulsory
5. I can tell exactly when people are going to call me "stupid" (Jerk, idiot) by the way eyes shrink

Liz wrote:

1. My friends all tell me that they admire how strong/independent I am. I want just one person to fall apart to.
2. I still wish I hadn't quit ballet.
3. I loooooooove sleep. Makes me happy
4. I'm a make-out bandit. I'm too old for that, but it doesn't stop me.
5. I play out whole conversations in my head, just in case they ever happen.

Bob wrote:

1. I want to have sex with my best friend's girlfriend.
2. I think I'm not meant to live in poverty.
3. I wish I was more like everyone else.
4. I've always hated working.
5. I want to go back to doing drugs.

Parind wrote:

1. I have learnt to let go and believe in 'live and let live'.
2. I got my own principles and I stick by them.
3. I don't read books and I don't regret it.
4. I wanna travel across the world on a backpack.
5. I am always eager to know people and make friends.

Clayton wrote:

1. I an even more insecure then you think.
2. I'm less nice then I make out to be.
3. The me who makes the big mistakes is the real me.
4. I think I'm better then almost anyone I don't know, and worse then most of the people I do know.
5. I am terrified of the future, but repress my fear by rote.

Que?? wrote:

1. Its hard for me to get up in the morning.
2. I never say what is on my mind.
3. I have learned that I am my worst enemy.
4. I can't find myself because I don't want to see the real me..yet.
5. I started over...and lost everything I once had.

Chris wrote:

1. I am a sensitive person.
2. I am afraid to let anyone know how much they mean to me because I fear the abuse of power that most with power display.
3. I am intimidated by the woman I am in love with because she holds my life in her hands and she doesn't realize it.
4. I miss people that I love and do not get to see very much.
5. I hate myself for being weak.

Chris wrote:

(yes it's more than 5, I felt like typing.)
1. I'm emotionally sensitive.
2. I care for my parents, even when I hate 'em.
3. I like classical, jazz, and sleeping on the couch.
4. I like being in humid or hot climates.
5. I don't look at my clothes when I put them on in the morning.
6. My parents have never bought anything for me besides the clothes on my back, the food I eat, and the (not very) occasional birthday present.
7. It's very hard for me to get angry.

Wicked Little Girls? wrote:

1. I feel like taking a shit, and I wait until everyone is out of the washroom before I go.
2. I like country music.
3. I am socially phobic, although I act in ways opposite to that.
4. I'm an insomniac.
5. I'm lazy and disorganized.

Mr. Max wrote:

1. I want to drop out of college and become a struggling musician or artist but never will.
2. I like kissing more than sex.
3. I am afraid of phone calls.. all of them
4. I don't have any friends, though I know plenty of people who would get mad if I said that.
5. I don't need to wear glasses but i usually do.

jeni wrote:

1. i'll never get over my ex husbands suiside.
2.i question, often if my kids will always think ive been a great mum.
3.i want to be more than i am, and i know i can be.
4.i have regrets,but feel they dont really matter and question if myself because of this.
5.i worry more than is nessesary, about everything.

Leah wrote:

1. I am afraid to be alone.
2. I hurt more than I let on.
3. I am desire a man I really don't want.
4. I an an expert sharpshooter.
5. I want to be the next President of the United States.

Sammy wrote:

1. I fart a lot when I'm alone
2. I yell at myself in the mirror and tell myself how fat and ugly I am
3. I hate when people ask "How was your weekend" at work.
4. I think about my ex too much
5. I hate my mom

Adoshi wrote:

1: I love my brother more than my family.
2: I'm a yaoi fangirl.
3: I'm excessively violent at times.
4: Without my friends, I'm the anti-social girl who sits quietly pretending to be invisible.
5: I'm vegetarian.

Jane wrote:

1. I'm really boring when I'm in big crowds and tend to not talk much
2. I hate my ex and he pisses me off so much
3. I think I might like one of my guy best friends who is now going out with one of my girl best friends
4. I'm really full of myself on the inside
5. I feel that I am hypocritical a lot of times

3 wrote:

1. I wish I could find someone that I'll never stop loving
2. I admit I'm a player, and flirtatious, but I wish I could stop
3. I get jealous over things that I shouldn't
4. I worry way too much
5. I'm an attention whore

Isabelle wrote:

1. I think I might like my first boyfriend again, even though I hated him when I broke up with him, and I think I miss him and its hard to see him like another girl, apparently one of my best friends.
2. I want to be deep, artsy, musical, athletic, have that awesome smile, a little tomboy-ish, sweet, bitter, intelligent, patient, a girl who everybody cant resist loving.
3. I wish a guy that I love so much is sitting next to me right now with his arms around me, and just watch me when I'm not looking, and always knows what to say, who gives me constant love.
4. I day dream a lot, imagining about how I want my future to look like, or about what kind of person I want to be.
5. My parents keep nagging about college, and I know I'm not doing my best and I tell myself that everyday that I have to get my priorities straight but I can never seem to put my thoughts into actions

Old Ben wrote:

I blog about thing I would never tell my friends.
I'm a genius (literally) who flunked out of college.
I take control to fake control.
I'm off my meds and haven't told anyone, least of all my fiancee.
I'm amazed at what I can tell complete strangers but quake at the thought about telling those I love.

Britteny wrote:

1.I hate my name.
2.I thought college would be for me but now I'm not so sure and I'm afraid to quit.
3.I have only one friend and it's o.k. with me.
4.Even though I quit cutting I think about it all the time.
5.I have conversations with myself to fight loneliness.

Whino wrote:

1 When I was 17 I walked 3km in the dark to a graveyard where I took my clothes off, lay on a grave, stuck someones flowers up my arse and blew myself till I came... I don't know why.
2 My ex girlfriend had an abortion and it haunts me to this day - I should have wanted the baby too - I sometimes wonder(know?) if it was a little girl
3 I bust my mother being adulterous and keep this knowledge away from my family
4 When i was young (12) I used to pray to God and ask that all seeds would grow and choke mankind from existence, and return earth to eden
5 I believe that me and God are one, and we are both lonely
6 I tried to fuck a dog once and it shames me deeply
7 Thanks for the space to share these things. seeing them written gobsmacks me

Samya wrote:
Well, Samya is a false name
(I'm a married man on my fifities) Sorry.

1- I wish I have had the opportunity (and the courage) to have sex with a pre-operative male-to-female transexual. We both in women's clothes. but I am too old, too hairy, and too fat to even think about it.
2- It's very difficult to keep my friends, I don't know why. They all go away after some time.
3- I think I would live alone in a quiet place easily.
4- I like so many typical female things that sometimes I wonder if I was born with the wrong sex.
5- I believe I have strong power of will (I gave up smoking, drinking, have never used drugs, and go on keeping these things I'm writing here to myself). I don't believe telling this to a psychiatric would help me... I do not intend to assume it publicaly, anyway.

Thanks. This was a very good idea

GHLG wrote:

1) I take everything to heart, whether it's meant or not.
2) I'm still holding that grudge because I never knew the answer.
3) I love him enough to feel like I won't ever want anyone else in my life, but I can't tell him or he might be scared away!
4) The reason I draw smiley faces everywhere isn't necessarily because I am always happy; it's to KEEP me happy.
5) However much I know I should be working hard right now my arrogance and lack of self-discipline means I can't bring myself to do it.

Sloan wrote:

1. My husband bores me, but I still love him.
2. I want to move - not cities, just houses, but I don't want to uproot my kids.
3. I am sometimes really scared by all the responsibility I have as a parent.
4. I absolutely hate being so tall.
5. I find it really hard to trust people and I wish I could change that.

Emily wrote:

1. I want to be something. Someone who makes a difference.
2. Even though I have no reason to think they will, I am terrified that one day my parents will split up.
3. I desperatly want to be thin.
4. I read Mills & Boon books.
5. I drink tea because I like the feel of the mug in my hand.

Pan wrote:

1. I wish i could do better.
2. I hope to help out the people in need, especially the children that are dying.
3. I hope to say i am SORRY to my Father.(but i cannot, since he has passed away)
4. I really want to run my own business
5. I also would love to try anything and everything once.

Nate the Great? wrote:

1. I want to do better and I know I can, but for some reason I don't let myself.
2. I still pick my nose every so often. I kind of try to stop but only because I know other people think it's gross, not because I want to stop.
3. I think I might fantasize about incest and it scares me.
4. I get terribly lonely sometimes (often) and just want someone to snuggle with.
5. I feel like I am meant for something bigger and better than most people. I am arrogant and have a sense of entitlement even though all people ever see of me is this nice, goofy and naive young man who tries to "save the day" all the time and fails horribly, especially when he offers his help in places where it is not wanted.

Josie Grosie wrote:

1. I wish I never quit Highschool
2. I want to learn to drink coffee
3. I sometimes worry that I don't have any friends
4. I sometimes think that I need to get out of this town.. But I don't know how..
5. Most of my friends have asked me whether I am gay, I said no, But I am not really sure- I've never been kissed

Saucy wrote:

1. My childhood best friend died when we were 17. I've never had a close friend since.
2. I cry when I watch sad movies.
3. I sometimes wish I could leave my family but would never do that to my kids.
4. I jerk off almost daily.
5. I haven't smoked pot in 10 years. Everyday I wish I could.

brent wrote:

1) I haven't had a reason to live in many years
2) I don't know why I can't click with anyone
3) I don't understand people always complimenting me
4) I'm know as a positive person!?!?
5) I don't find anything difficult

A quiet person in Coloraod wrote:

1. I wish my wife was interested in sex.
2. I want to do something different in with my life.
3. I am desperately shy.
4. I love potato chips but I never eat them any more.
5. My high school crush had the same first name as my wife. But I think that is just chance.

Chicago Joe wrote:

1. I struggle with my my overtly logical personality and being a Christian.
2. My reputation as a hard rocker would be tarnished if people knew how much I enjoy Abba.
3. Despite being very happily married for nearly 10 years, I still dream about my ex-girlfriend every few months, and think about her often.
4. I pick my nose like a kindergartener when no one is looking; sometimes when they are.
5. I pretend I'm confident, secure and that I know most of the answers when the opposite is actually true.

Rain on me wrote:

1. I wish I liked sex, if not just to please my husband.
2. I used to wish my ex would have fallen overboard the Navy ship.
3. I want the perks of being married, money, house, etc... but wish I were a widow.
4. I'm glad two of my kids' have moved out.
5. I realize I'm not a nice person, and desperately want to be.

Tasha wrote:

1. I believe in my dreams.
2. I feel guilty everyday for having two abortions.
3. I blame my Ex for my daily pain, even though it is not all his fault.
4. I wish i could fall in love with someone who treats me right.
5. I wish life was as carefree as when I was 12.

Jackie wrote:

1. Once I moved into a house with my girlfriend and her fat cousin.
I wish I hadn't because her stupid cousin keeps stapling sheets to the walls in the living room.
2. I don't believe that half of the people posting in this blog that claim to be married actually are.
3. I drink coke daily and blame it on the fat cousin.
4. My girlfriend is a dyke.
5. I let my girlfriend put a dildo up my butt once. I liked it. She's a dyke.

dalon paredes wrote:

1.my yahoo id is gooshdalon
2.i truly believe that not everyone always find true love.
3.no one has posted a comment in a long time.
4."the girl next door" yeah her she moved out after five months
5.feel free to ask me any question on yahoo,MSN,LCS,MSN,LCS lotus sametime
6.i have darker secrets im not going to post cause of friends i know but im fine with telling complete strangers.

mm wrote:

1. i don't like talking on the phone, much less with people i barely know
2. i am way too emotional, sometimes the smallest of situations affects me too much
3. i can't be with people the entire day, i need time alone
4. religious places or ceremonies make me feel uncomfortable
5. i don't have lifelong friends

yeah right wrote:

1. I drink my beverages with a spoon when I am at home.
2.I've been on a diet ever since I was 16 but have never lost more than 10 lbs.
3. I really believe in God's second coming.
4. I'm SUPER sensitive. I cry A LOT (in private).
5. I'm really lonely.

hogshalks wrote:

1. I constantly feel the business I'm employed by is going to go under and I won't find out until after my last paycheck.
2. Even though I have been tested, I still think I have STDs because of my college indiscretions.
3. Sometimes I wish I was straight so I could give my best friend the love he deserves/desperately needs.
4. I wish my dad was still alive every day. But then, if he was, I don't know if I could be 'out'.
5. I have realized that I probably could have done what I am doing now without going to college and that saddens me since I spent so much time/parents money/stress there.

Denzel wrote:

1) I'm scared of growing up (I'm 16)
2) I hate myself for every failure I make.
3) I am disorganized, and I constantly lose track of time.
4) I am reclusive, but I wish I was more sociable.
5) I should be doing an English assignment. I deeply and truly hate assignments.
6) I wish I was courageous enough to have sex with a younger kid.
7) I once orgasmed three times in fifteen minutes.
I intentionally ate poisonous leaves yesterday to try to get out of doing a speech.
9) Everything is special and personal to me.
10) Despite how I appear, I am one of the most immature people I know.
11) I think I'll make a great dad someday.
12) I used to be ambitious. I used to want to achieve greatness, and I used to believe in myself.

I'm sorry I went so over the limit. There are things I need to say.

libby wrote:

- i bite my toe nails
- i love to scratch moscito bites, for months
- too many days pass by where i do nothing, pretending im in stress
- im scared to become a psychologist, but im half way there...
- i re-enact conversations in order to find out what i could have done better, oral exams can keep me occupied for weeks like that

jonesy wrote:

1) I have to shave in the shower and use vinegar for after shave..
2) I exercise to the point of exhaustion sometimes just to feel something..
3) I have way too much anger do to an in-balance of hormones. (its genetic)
4) I have conversations with myself and don't even realize it till someone speaks to me.
5) I search for meaning in sadness...

recovery wrote:

1. I'm 14 years old and a former porn addict.
2. I have sex regularly.
3. I'm able to have sex that's about love.
4. I can sing very well but I convince myself and all my friends I can't. I won't sing in front of anyone.
5. I cut.

Daniel wrote:

1. I have no single friend.
2. I'm 22 years old and still virgin.
3. When I was a child, I thought I were a genius, and the only genius in the world.
4. I think homosexuality is a psychological disorder.
5. I hate my life, but I wish it would never end.

N - - wrote:

1) I cant ever believe people when they say I've done something correct.
2) I want to treat people better than i do but its hard to change.
3) I get angry at people randomly but i don't know why and i cant help it.
4) I pre-think important decisions for hours but when it comes down to it i ALWAYS find a way to screw it up.
5) I Wish I Was White

Ditto wrote:

Also, im scared (although i dont want to) to break up with my girlfriend cause i think she will cut again.

Lisa wrote:

1. I feel more alone around people than when I am by myself.
2. I know my husband is cheating on me, but I am afraid to be alone.
3. I have never had a friend.
4. I had an abortion at 18 and talk to her when I am alone.
5. I wish I was brave enough to kill myself.